What happened to the soundclick players on the posts?

Seems Soundclick has finally disabled the embedded player.

I notice overnight all the music links on this blog are gone. Here is a blog post on how much that affected my hits: https://anttismusic...

Friday, March 26, 2021

A few words.

 


I have a shitty feeling the surgery did not work.

I played borderlands 3 yesterday with friends and began feeling like crap.  It would make sense, games with flashes cause epilepsy. Maybe something was left that still causes epilepsy.. I did have 75 to 80 percent chance of being cured.

Oh well. I guess if the Finish public healthcare will at some point give me eeg and i will know. But I am still a month out from even seeing a neurologist.. 

Sadly I can not exercise as hard as I did before. But I can walk like a grandpa and I do have 2 e kickbikes. The old solution to this kind of anxiety was keeping on moving. I guess I will keep on doing that.. 

I did go for 2 slow walks today and drove 15 k with my ninebot max. Thank God I bought that thing.. I think it will get a lot of miles this year..

Antti

Non Sequitur




  The project is made with FLstudio v 20:

http://www.image-line.com/downloads/flstudiodownload.html

 The FLP file is at: (311 Non Sequitur.zip)  


It uses:

Monday, March 22, 2021

Ich Bin Ein Raumfahrer (Version 2021)

 

                                                                                Vocals



Instrumental


A piece originally from 2010

Ich bin ein raumfahrer

**********************


I find myself from a drivers seat 

floating somewhere in space 

and I remind myself 

this is impossible


ich bin ein

raumfahrer 


ich bin ein

raumfahrer 

in mein 

Volkswagen


ich bin ein (repeat) 

raumfahrer 


in my Volkswagen on the sky 


higher than any 

magic carpet can fly 


all is well 

everything is fine

everything is 

going to be allright tonight


ich bin ein

raumfahrer 

das ist mein 

volkswagen

on the sky 


ich bin ein (repeat) 

raumfahrer 


the smell of green wunderbaum 

i am never coming down 

with our magic van made of rust 

held together by pixie dust


higher than any 

magic carpet can fly 


all is well 

everything is fine

everything is 

going to be allright tonight


ich bin ein

raumfahrer 

das ist mein 

volkswagen

on the sky 


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 The project is made with FLstudio v 20:

http://www.image-line.com/downloads/flstudiodownload.html

 The FLP file is at: (307 Ich Bin Ein Raumfahrer.zip)  


It uses:

Thursday, March 11, 2021

Today is the day of the surgery. Also a interview with Kyle Le..

Edit:


 I am at the hospital waiting for the surgery.

I noticed I can not see two videos I embedded on this post on mobile.. The video is on my main channel if you can not see it, in its description is 

a link to a interview Kyle had with me..



Interview with Kyle Le



So basically I am going to have the right frontal lobe cut from its tip. No sleep tonight, taxi comes 

at 6. Thanks for all the prayers. well wishes etc. 


Antti

Monday, March 8, 2021

Brain Damage



Vocals





                                                                            Instrumental


Brain Damage 


slow decay 

through the years 

i guess i am facing 

my worst fears 


losing all 

all that matters 

my whole life 

in tatters 


brain damage 

i've got brain damage 

brain damage 

yeah 


oh my 

how the time goes by 

when you're waiting to die 

sweet lord of mine 


i have a hole in my brain, hey 

the game we play aint the same 


i've got brain

damage  

brain 

damage 


i do not have to trip 

cause my brain is 

natural lsd 

can not you see 

i am crazy 


so jay z's got nothing on me 

rick ross, with your mansions 

you can bite my brain damaged flow 

that comes in 


slow 


yeah!


yeah! (repeat) 


on friday i've got a date with surgeon 

he is gonna cut me like a virgin 

taking little bits of me 

if i'll live i guess we'll see


brain damage (repeat) 

oh yeah! 


brain damage 

i am gonna have more brain damage 

brain damage 

oh yeah 


yeah! (repeat) 


mic drop


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 The project is made with FLstudio v 20:

http://www.image-line.com/downloads/flstudiodownload.html

 The FLP file is at: (303 Brain Damage.zip)  


It uses: