What happened to the soundclick players on the posts?

Seems Soundclick has finally disabled the embedded player.

I notice overnight all the music links on this blog are gone. Here is a blog post on how much that affected my hits: https://anttismusic...

Monday, August 3, 2020

I was asked what cause to donate for by a person who wanted to use my music on reddit. This is what I answered.

"I have a slowly bleeding vein (cavernoma) that is slowly bleeding to my brain causing me to have epilepsy and other psychiatric problems.

So if you are in US you could donate to Angioma alliance:

https://www.angioma.org/

If you are in UK cavernoma alliance:

https://www.cavernoma.org.uk/

If you are in some other country, maybe you can find a epilepsy / brain damage foundation that works for you.

If you do feel like donating. Any cause really! And thank you a lot if you will! :)

I really do wish that DOCTORS knew more about cavernoma's, in my case they dropped the ball entirely. Ideally I would like DOCTORS to be better educated about this possibility. Ideally I would like doctors to send more patients with weird neurological symptoms to have MRI's / EEG's taken. Worldwide.

God I feel bad for people in third world countries suffering from these kinds of things without access to medications / doctors. I guess they just die.


It would be great if there could be some kind of charity program that would offer surgeries /medications for those people."

Friday, July 31, 2020

Plastic Angel




Vocals




Instrumental 

EDIT: I changed some Rhodes piano parts to nucleus le staccato choir phrases. 

Plastic Angel

yea 

plastic angel

plastic angel

she is my angel now
that i am all alone 
she is my angel now
a muse to my song

she is a fallen angel 
and i am no saint
she is a fallen angel 
crying in the night 

plastic angel

plastic angel 

plastic angel flying by 
plastic angel flying by so high 

bye 

my plastic angel 

won't you fly 

i am seeing angels on the sky
plastic angels 
flying 
by 

yea 

plastic angel 
plastic angel 

she is a fallen angel 
and i am no saint 
she is a fallen angel 
crying in the night 

plastic angel flying by 

plastic angel flying by so high 

i see you smile 

plastic angel 

don't 

cry 

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The project is made with FLstudio v 20.7:


The FLP file is at: (77 Plastic Angel.zip)

Thursday, July 30, 2020

I think am on the line for the surgery now.

I had a meeting scheduled with a psychologist to assess if I am capable of having the surgery already. It was supposed to be at the beginning of next month. According to her she sees no reason why the surgery should not happen.

So I think I am on the line now. My neurologist told me after this visit I would be on line if the psychologist thinks I am capable of having it psychologically.

Maybe I could have the neuralink chip implanted to my head while they do it:

https://www.tesmanian.com/blogs/tesmanian-blog/neuralink-matrix

:D

I actually wrote a story in the beginning of this year about having a chip implanted to me which would cure my epilepsy - BEFORE knowing I had the cavernoma:

https://www.reddit.com/r/shortstories/comments/eig3o2/sf_in_to_the_blue_my_next_decade/

I think writing the story in part inspired me to get my third MRI which finally led to the discovery of the cavernoma which we now know (through video eeg) is the reason for my epilepsy..

In the story I had a brain surgery. Now I am having one in real life too.. Only the neuralink chip is missing.. Elon? :D

Antti